Sunday, February 28, 2010

Schedule for recess week.

Today
- Read AB112 case [search for target market & threats/opportunities]
- Decide on AB112 project company
- Prepare for PA interview
- Read AA202 case

Monday
- JDC rehearsal [bring pants]
- PA interview
- AB112 meeting

Tuesday
- Borrow HP802 book from Clarence
- Do HP802 assignment [hand in on 10 Mar]
- AA202 meeting
- Prepare AA202 board meeting/report

Wednesday
- JDC rehearsal [full dress]
- Do AA205 presentation slides [Q3, 4]
- Complete ELBM + risk & control measures for iCEE

Thursday
- AA205 meeting
- Read AC208 text
- Do AC208 assignment [hand in on 8 Mar]
- JDC practice

Friday
- AB112 meeting

Saturday
- Celebrating Ruby's birthday

Sunday
- Family dinner
- STUDY AA202 QUIZZES OMG

Busy.

Got a lot of things to do this recess break. So far, all my days are taken up by meetings or dance practices. Plus all the assignments to do. Doubt i'll have time to catch up on everything I missed out on since the beginning of the semester.
Funnyhowyoustabbedmeintheheart
By today I have to do my Marketing case, Accounting case and prepare for my interview tomorrow. And I just went to get costumes for JDC just now.
Andthenwent,"Heylet'sstillbefriends."
I need more than 24 hours a day.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

IWTFY - The Red.

When hurt turns red and a piece of your heart is missing. When the cold bites deep and you’ve got that feeling like you just got out of surgery. When the only way to stay sane is to concentrate on anything else but how you feel. When you count the tiles in the ceiling. When you push the earphones closer. When the first day of winter arrives. When you remember every nuance of every word of every time. When all this happens.

Embrace it. Feel every feeling. Cry every tear. Sob every sob. Because this is what it feels like to have loved.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

WRT the previous post.

And then I lost it.

This really, really sucks.

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But why does it have to be this hard?

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

4 5683 968.

& you said the reason why I was so afraid of losing this was because I gave up too much for this.

I said I had nothing else left to lose.

Except this. Except you.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

2nd.

It's a slow climb from rock bottom all the way to the top of the world.

Yet it only takes a matter of seconds to fall all the way back down again.

I'm tired of this roller coaster. I'd rather stay in the pits of hell.

THIS IS ROFLMAZING.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Whattt.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Live.

And there I was, afraid that this happiness would be short-lived once again.

Then I realised. I should just be living in the moment.

Thank you, it was great :)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Solitude. Again.

Sitting here alone. Where no one can guess where I am.

Yet hoping someone will know me well enough to find me here.

Nah. I'll be grateful enough if there's someone who cares enough to wonder where I am.

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WTF am I doing with my life?

That same effing dilemma.

I can't remember when it was. Maybe a year ago. Maybe two.

I knew the father was leaving back to China. I wanted to say goodbye. I stood outside his door for ten minutes and I couldn't do it.

I still can't.

I hate goodbyes.

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I'm sorry. Don't go.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

I WANT.

So prettyyy!

@Samantha Lee
@Ruby Wong
@Geraldine Teo
@Yvonne Chng
@Any other girl

If you all want then can order together (: Or if you all know how to make, EVEN BETTER.

Friday, February 12, 2010

What we learn in school + V-Day

Today, our Prof told us a case about an employee of the TAS [what Singtel was formerly known as] who changed the name on the cheque after getting it signed by authorized personnel - her name was Tasy Tan. So basically she added the back part and had the cheques paid out to her instead.

Prof: So the moral of the story? Name your children correctly. Like DBS or something.

We're trained fraudsters. Don't pray pray.

Prof Tan is awesome :D

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My brother has been complaining that it's his 17th Valentine's Day alone. Guess what? It's my 17th Valentine's Day alone too.

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Beach. Sunset. Clear water. Sound of waves. Soft breeze. Lover.

Back to being a dream.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Here.


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

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The past month felt so long.

Fail.


Click to expand. From failblog via GML.

Monday, February 8, 2010

I LOVE SCHOOL.

Meet my partial readings :)

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Business guys :)

I was just thinking to myself the other day [during AB228A; no surprise there] how amazing it is that a business suit can make any guy look good. Lucky i'm in NBS :D

Then I wondered if it's got anything to do with me being a sucker for guys with authority.

Hmmm.

I'm off to Sam's now! :)

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What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Being Alone

While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.

Losing Someone
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Saturday, February 6, 2010

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I'm beginning to hate all those Valentine's Day advertisements appearing everywhere.

Good thing this year's falls on 初一 -.-

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Saw this off Joey's blog.

“What I need is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”

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Something funny I spotted on Facebook.

...Yeah. Because Forex really is the safest way to go.

Friday, February 5, 2010

:)

After the audition just now, the four of us [Tee Wee, Jian Wei, Junyi and myself] sat at Can B and chatted for a while. Lots of funny random stuff as usual, and touched on the topics of relationships and life in general.

And although I always complain about how long-winded Tee Wee is and stuff, I really respect him a lot. That wasn't always the case though. When he first took over from Fabian, I couldn't get used to his leadership style. Over the course of last semester and this one, he's proven his capabilities and gained my respect.

Not just on club matters. He has a lot of interesting/meaningful stuff to say about life and his words make me reflect. That, along with his leadership style, make me feel like he's the club's 'dad'. [Fabian was too soft.]

Today, I walked home feeling much more relaxed :)

Irony.

During my career foundations lesson earlier, the tutor asked, "Who believes that first impressions are important?"

Everyone put up their hands.

Then she went, "Okay, and who believes that you should never judge a book by its cover?"

Hesitant and sheepish laughter. Then almost everyone put up their hands again.

We're all creatures of irony, it seems.

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The same name. The other side.

I'm sorry you had to see me as an emotional piece of crap over the past month. You should see me when i'm not. You'd like me more then.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

_ML.

I don't even know a word for it.

I see my father about twice or thrice a year, for like three days each time. He doesn't seem like my father any more. He doesn't even know how to write my name.

But how can I blame him? Mom chases him out when he's back here. And not even by talking to him - she writes notes. They haven't talked for about the past 8 years. Heck, they haven't talked for about the past 10 years; the last of it was more yelling than anything.

I wonder how much more shit I can take before I explode again.

Maybe things will get better after this week [deja vu].

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[0502100104] STOP ASKING ME TO BE THE MESSENGER DAMNIT. "Tell your father this." "Tell your mother this." TELL HIM/HER YOURSELF. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Ah, Quil.

quil. ` -_- says:
jie
i very tired of life
._.

spyloretta. says:
that's two of us
let's get attached
then do all sorts of funny weird stuff
then jump in the sea and
die
quil. ` -_- says:
yea we should
spyloretta. says:
...that was weird.
LOL.
quil. ` -_- says:
yep
incest

Why I won't tell you stuff.

Here's why.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Just happened to see this off Jer Hsuan's nick.

And that's why I wanted to learn the piano [but ended up with electone... Thanks Mom -.-].

Meet my new JRT.

Before:
After: