:)

After the audition just now, the four of us [Tee Wee, Jian Wei, Junyi and myself] sat at Can B and chatted for a while. Lots of funny random stuff as usual, and touched on the topics of relationships and life in general.

And although I always complain about how long-winded Tee Wee is and stuff, I really respect him a lot. That wasn't always the case though. When he first took over from Fabian, I couldn't get used to his leadership style. Over the course of last semester and this one, he's proven his capabilities and gained my respect.

Not just on club matters. He has a lot of interesting/meaningful stuff to say about life and his words make me reflect. That, along with his leadership style, make me feel like he's the club's 'dad'. [Fabian was too soft.]

Today, I walked home feeling much more relaxed :)

Irony.

During my career foundations lesson earlier, the tutor asked, "Who believes that first impressions are important?"

Everyone put up their hands.

Then she went, "Okay, and who believes that you should never judge a book by its cover?"

Hesitant and sheepish laughter. Then almost everyone put up their hands again.

We're all creatures of irony, it seems.

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The same name. The other side.

I'm sorry you had to see me as an emotional piece of crap over the past month. You should see me when i'm not. You'd like me more then.

_ML.

I don't even know a word for it.

I see my father about twice or thrice a year, for like three days each time. He doesn't seem like my father any more. He doesn't even know how to write my name.

But how can I blame him? Mom chases him out when he's back here. And not even by talking to him - she writes notes. They haven't talked for about the past 8 years. Heck, they haven't talked for about the past 10 years; the last of it was more yelling than anything.

I wonder how much more shit I can take before I explode again.

Maybe things will get better after this week [deja vu].

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[0502100104] STOP ASKING ME TO BE THE MESSENGER DAMNIT. "Tell your father this." "Tell your mother this." TELL HIM/HER YOURSELF. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT.

Ah, Quil.

quil. ` -_- says:
jie
i very tired of life
._.
spyloretta. says:
that's two of us
let's get attached
then do all sorts of funny weird stuff
then jump in the sea and die
quil. ` -_- says:
yea we should
spyloretta. says:
...that was weird.
LOL.
quil. ` -_- says:
yep
incest

Why I won't tell you stuff.

Here's why.

Just happened to see this off Jer Hsuan's nick.

And that's why I wanted to learn the piano [but ended up with electone... Thanks Mom -.-].

Meet my new JRT.

Before:

After: