It's a slow climb from rock bottom all the way to the top of the world.
Yet it only takes a matter of seconds to fall all the way back down again.
I'm tired of this roller coaster. I'd rather stay in the pits of hell.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
Live.
And there I was, afraid that this happiness would be short-lived once again.
Then I realised. I should just be living in the moment.
Thank you, it was great :)
Then I realised. I should just be living in the moment.
Thank you, it was great :)
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Solitude. Again.
Sitting here alone. Where no one can guess where I am.
Yet hoping someone will know me well enough to find me here.
Nah. I'll be grateful enough if there's someone who cares enough to wonder where I am.
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WTF am I doing with my life?
Yet hoping someone will know me well enough to find me here.
Nah. I'll be grateful enough if there's someone who cares enough to wonder where I am.
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WTF am I doing with my life?
Labels:
conditioning,
learned helplessness,
school related
That same effing dilemma.
I can't remember when it was. Maybe a year ago. Maybe two.
I knew the father was leaving back to China. I wanted to say goodbye. I stood outside his door for ten minutes and I couldn't do it.
I still can't.
I hate goodbyes.
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I'm sorry. Don't go.
I knew the father was leaving back to China. I wanted to say goodbye. I stood outside his door for ten minutes and I couldn't do it.
I still can't.
I hate goodbyes.
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I'm sorry. Don't go.
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