How to say goodbye in various languages

Babe language
"Aww you're leaving now. Bye! Take care! See you! Meet up again soon! If anything just call me! Take care! Bye!"

Bro language
"So then he came back and we saw this whole group of people just-"

"Bye bro."

"Bye!"

Boyfriend language
-cling- "No! No! No! No! No!"

MLIG + FML = MLIA

Yesterday, I realised that I have so many friends that care for me, who notice when i'm down and bother to ask if i'm okay, and assure me that they're always there for me. My Life is Great.

Last week, I was down with a throat infection. I'm still sick now. Yesterday I got into a bad argument with the boyfriend. Today I lost my wallet. I'm so familiar with filing a police report because I just did the same thing several weeks ago when I lost my handphone. F My Life.

And in the end, MLIA.

I'm so thankful to have you guys.

Quil was jumping on the bandwagon.

Thank you. I love you guys so much. And just like you're always here for me, i'll always be here for you too. Besties always.

You think you don't need to apologize because you're not in the wrong.

The reason why i don't expect you to apologize is because you will never do it. You're too much of a coward to do so. The minute your ego gets compromised, you flare up. I'm tired. I don't want to argue anymore. I'll apologize where i was wrong. You never will.

Each time after i apologize, it seems to be over. It's not over. Whatever else that's left that you pretend was not there, i've kept it in me. One day it'll explode.



I'm tired.

Leave Out All The Rest

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Would you miss me if i died tomorrow?

Would you still miss me if i chose to die tomorrow?

Just a thought. Though my cough and nosebleed might just kill me anytime now.

Great.

So for the past couple of days i've been trying to get my studies back on track a little.

As tweeted, I went to see a doctor yesterday because of an ear-nose-throat infection. Ironic thing that happened: when two of my friends asked what was wrong with me, i said, "Ear-nose-throat infection," and both said, "E.N.T.?" I hadn't realised it was such a common term. So when i went to the doctor's, she asked what was wrong with me and i replied, "E.N.T."

She asked, "What's that?"

-_____________-

Anyway. She said it was mild. And then proceeded to give me tablets for runny nose, tablets for sore throat, cough syrup, lozenges, and ear drops. The irony just gets worse.

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Today i woke up early. I thought that i'd be able to get some things done. I spent the 3 hours before leaving home befriending the toilet and battling the bad food i had the night before. Heck i don't even know what i ate. So yes, i had an ear-nose-throat infection [which is actually getting worse, not better; sorry for lying to the people who asked] as well as diarrhoea.

Went to school for meeting, then lessons. Didn't have lunch, because i was afraid that the diarrhoea would come back. After class i immediately went for training at NIE. Didn't have my usual Mac, and figured that i could get some proper food at the NIE canteen.

It was closed.

I survived on a toblerone chocolate bar and Fabian's mee sua until now. It'll last until later, because i still have to do up powerpoint slides for my second presentation tomorrow, which i haven't started on. Yes i have two lessons tomorrow, and my groups are presenting for both.

Yay.

Just wondering.

I've been listening to soothing music while attempting to study [keyword: attempting] and just had a thought.

Girls - Would you rather a guy who knows how to play the piano or the saxophone?
[I'm listening to a playlist full of Yiruma and Kenny G songs, you see]

Guys - Would you rather a girl who knows how to play the piano or the flute?
[Or even both; but the talented one who can do that is already taken (:]

Despair.

There's no point in calling out for help. The only person who can help, is me.

I'm becoming what i was in secondary school again. Maybe even worse. The miserable, self-hating girl with low self-esteem. I don't want to be like that. It was so difficult changing myself over my poly years and now i just sank back to what i was before. Just like that.

But i can't help it.

The irony.

I'm trying to cut down on my internet usage.

Yes, to pull up my miserable grades. I haven't done a single tutorial since school started [except for those questions that i have to present]. I keep telling myself that i want to study, then i'll end up spending the entire day watching Wizards or doing some other stuff. K, so here's what i propose.

Internet usage each day limited to a maximum of [including on ipod]:
- 2x blog updates & views
- 2x twitter; tweeting unlimited
- 2x Facebook, each session 15 minutes
- 2x MLIA
- 1x Not Always Right
- 3x Youtube videos
- Other leisure, maximum of 30 minutes

Can remain online besides these, but must be for school work or educational purposes e.g. learning how to skateboard.

Yes, this is already cutting down by a lot. So you can see the extent of my internet addiction. It was worse before, especially when i was playing games like AuditionSEA and MapleSEA.

The rest of my free time should be spent on:
- Exercise/stretches: 30 minutes
- Skateboard/dance/other hobby: 1 hour
- Nap: 30 minutes
- Study: 23086796135105 hours

I have a feeling i'm going to find ways to circumvent my own system. They're called excuses.

I wrote this for you - The glitter phoenix burns again.

"I won't compose prose every morning you open your eyes next to me
(I won't compare you to a summer's day).

I won't kiss the tears from your cheeks whenever you cry.

I won't remember every appointment.

I won't keep the sheen on my armour.

I won't know what to say sometimes.

I won't get your order right.

I'll be late.

I'll fuck-up.

But I'll write something for you when you least expect it (in summer or winter).

But I'll hold you as tight as I can whenever I can.

But I'll burst through the door as soon as I remember.

But I'll polish it until it shines again.

But I'll say something anyway.

But I'll go back and make it right.

But I'll get there.

But I'll try. "

Today, I found something beautiful.

I was, like, um...

failblog.org

And people on the interwebz must always turn this into something dope.