A simple getaway.

I had fun Boo. Thank you for letting me bring you on this little adventure :)

I can feel my life coming back to me.

J and I were talking the other day about how he always has activities lined up for himself whenever we don't meet, while i'm pretty much just rotting around. He says it's because usually when he spends time with me, there are some things that he wants to do but I don't want to, and he KIVs it for when he's got time for himself.

Plus I haven't exactly been feeling interested in anything very much recently. Everytime I want to do something, it just reminds me of how I also have work to do, which I should probably prioritize.

And then I end up sleeping, because sleep is above all.

But I just felt it. The whole ZOMGICAN'TWAIT feeling. While watching a video on how to do blanket stitches. AAAAAHHHHHHHH I wanna start making felt animals/things! If I get good enough, who knows, I could even spin that into a business and that would be even better than importing accessories from overseas.

Can't wait can't wait :)

Oh excitement, how I have missed you.

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When tomorrow comes, i'll disappear.

Looking forward :D

Time to whip out Epic Win and stuff it with all the things I wanna do when i'm free! :D

As well as the things I have to do, which by then will be the things I wanna do ;) Like doing my business stuff, and finding a job.

Let's get this over with. 3 more days.

The last post-exam plan i'll ever make.

Yeah :) So i'd better make this one really good.

- Kickboxing lessons! [bought vouchers off Groupon for a month's unlimited classes]
- Ubin with Boo [also from vouchers off Deal.com lol]
- L4D! But not too much because that would be wasting the time I could be spending on the other things on this list.
- Go around taking photos, with themes each time :)
- Do up my blogshop and get the business started.
- Flea market on 28 May!
- Find a part time job. Money much needed.
- Club!
- Catch up with all my friends :D

As usual, i'll add more later on.

So this holiday,

I did many things. One of the few times I wasn't just rotting at home playing games like I usually would have. Since it's coming to an end now, i'll just look back and sum up all of the things that happened.

- First Fruits+boyfriends gathering at Ruby's.
- Holidayed in Bangkok and got like a year's supply of clothes.
- Also got a few contacts for supply of whatevers :)

- Bridesmaid for Dorena's wedding.
- Boat ride and Lazarus Island with family and J. Cool shit.
- Sneaked into Bukit Timah railway on a rainy day and took a video for J there.
- Clubbed and didn't hate it.

- Met up with poly friends and had dinner with them.

- Went shopping with Yuxiu.

- Cycled from Changi to East Coast with the bros, then KTVed.
- Fell sick. Lol.
- Watched shows and movies.
- More specifically, Hana Yori Dango 1 & 2, and Modern Family.
- And Tron, Confessions, Singing In The Rain, Juno, Inglourious Basterds, How To Train Your Dragon, and Burlesque.
- Played Dungeon Hunter 2.
- Light painting with lightsticks.
- Flourished. Quite a bit.
- Queued for bubble tea. Tons and tons of times.
- Wrote a letter to the future.
- Prepared J's birthday present :D
- Juste Debout.

And of course there were other times where we just went out and walked around. Practically spent every single moment with J. I'll miss this holiday now that school's starting and because it's the last holiday i'll ever have, but oh well. I'm glad it happened and that I made full use of it :)

Quick summary.

Spent the better part of the week being sick. Stayed at J's since I figured no one would be home to help me if I went back anyway.

Flourished a lot on Sunday night after family dinner. Nearly died trying to figure out the rainbow spring. But anyway, it was quality time spent with J even though we weren't even talking much :)

The next day we decided to go explore the Bukit Timah railway. Despite the fact that it was raining. We were wearing ponchos to keep ourselves dry, so you can imagine how ridiculous we looked. When we reached the place, there were 'No Entry' signs and stuff like that. We went ahead anyway. It was scary and awesome at the same time. At one point, a train actually came past and we had to hide behind some logs.

I think that's how I started falling sick because that night I started getting a fever. Plopped in bed after watching Singing In The Rain with J and his brother, then watching J do some woodwork.

Pretty much stayed that way for the next two days. Thank goodness J was there taking care of me :) Even though he was bored to death.

Went out with the bros today. For the first time ever, we had lunch at Changi Village [instead of dinner] and then rented bikes to cycle to East Coast. The 8km stretch on Changi Coast Road was a fitch, but having friends for company really helps. The weather was beautiful too; i'm glad it didn't rain at all.

Had Koi at Parkway after that :D For some reason the two decided it would be a good idea to walk two streets down to Teo Heng KTV and sing for the next 3 hours.

I have no voice now.

Had dinner at 85 market ^^ It's awesome because today we ate at both of the places that we always have our dinner gatherings at :)

Ah. Tired now. Just a few more things to do before I go sleep :)

We're on a boat!

Awesome day.

J and I were light painting until about 4 in the morning. Will probably upload photos soon.

Then had to wake up early in the morning to go for the boat ride. No idea why my mom/Aunty Jo decided to take us. It was a smallish yacht that provided a pretty bumpy ride, but that was what was awesome about it. Went to Lazarus Island, one of the Southern Islands that people can't usually go to.

Lunched at Changi Village and had the huge Milo Dinosaur. Ah.

Came back and knocked ourselves unconscious for several hours. Then went back to J's with the intention of heading out to club. Ended up playing with the LED light helicopter thing, trying to catapult it up to his house. Didn't quite succeed, and it ended up in the pool. J had to go retrieve it. [He looked really sexy when he took off his clothes really quickly and dived into the pool - He told me to write this.]

Clubbing plans were called off.

Watched the remaining of Hana Yori Dango season 2.

I know no one's reading. That's why these're all so boring.

Record 2.

Spent most of the day doing stuff for my potential little start-up. Like Ruby said, the first few are bound to fail, so why not start failing asap so I can get them over with.

Plans aren't concrete yet so i'll probably blog about them sometime later.

Or not.

Record.

Went out to watch Confessions with J and his friend Kevin. And his friends. Then went to town for a while. Spent some time at SS and saw Michael at Danz People heh. Thinking of whether I should go take House again.

Then came back and watching Hana Yori Dango season 2. Part of it, anyways.

Moar later.

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Came home so I could do some stuff of my own. Like waxing my legs and stuff. Also got a haircut, had photos printed and checked out some potential suppliers. Had dinner at home, so I saved food costs :)

And wrote. Writing really helps me express and feel my emotions properly. It's nice to stop being numb to everything, but makes it more difficult to protect myself. Oh well.
Because feelings include hate.
I just tapped the spacebar twice in an attempt to type a fullstop.

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One of the potential suppliers replied me. I'm kinda excited that i'm finally doing something about the plan I had.

We're getting ourselves drunks. Jboyfriend, Jbro and myself. Jboyfriend and I were going to go clubbing, but I got into a fight with my mom and we ended up coming home. He stayed with me even though he had really wanted to go clubbing. Thanks baby.

Just keeping track.

Today I got my phone fixed. Had Koi. Watched Hana Yori Dango with J the whole day.

Yesterday we had lunch at his grandparents' as usual, dinner with my family as usual, and watched the first part of Hana Yori Dango and a bit of Goong.

The day before was all spent on my cousin's wedding.

The 5 days before that were in Bangkok.

Alright done.

More hollerdays.

Well... Yesterday didn't go as smoothly as planned. We built a fort and played Dungeon Hunters 2 inside it, yes, but because of all the pillows and mattresses we moved around, we got allergic reactions to dust and stuff.

Meeting and petting Longcat on the way to J's didn't help either. Subsequent plans were scrapped to make way for the recovery of swollen eyes and leaking noses.

Hope today will be better.

Oh by the way, if you haven't noticed, i'm only trying to keep a record on what my holidays have been/will be like. There are a ton of things I wanna do :)

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J's mom: Korkor, wake up and pack your room!

J [in his sleep]: Don't worry Loretta will decide.

...Thanks for thinking of me as your maid even in your sleep -_______-

Hollerdays.

And then yesterday I went out with my family for shopping. Or at least my brother shopped. It felt like a waste of time to me. Met J at night and we played Dungeon Hunters 2 for like 6 hours straight until we finished the game.

We just came back from attempting to skateboard downstairs. Lalala. Now we're gonna build a fort and then play more Dungeon Hunters inside the fort. At night we're gonna play with the Holga and lightsticks.

This holiday is gonna be awesome.

Liberated.

Even normal food tastes better than usual.

Watched Tron in town with J after my paper, then came over to my place to watch 50 First Dates. He had prepared a ton of Christmas presents for me, which is really sweet of him. Thanks baby :)

We met Longcat and fed Longcat. We competed on who dared to shout 'penis' louder in public and giggled like idiots. We walked home feeling considerably more relaxed than we've been recently.

I'm happy :)

I don't wanna wake up.

So I got back from my diving trip yesterday. Living and breathing the sea for a week. It was refreshing.

Just checked my school email. There were a ton of new mails, which isn't surprising considering I haven't checked in two weeks. But then the fact that school was going to start again began to sink in.

I'm only just beginning to enjoy having enough time to spend with the people I want, anytime I want. I haven't had enough of that dream world we just managed to create. I'm not ready to wake up yet. I don't know if I ever want to wake up and face reality.

Especially now that there's no hall. I have no purpose of being in school, again.

Except Soul Funky. Except Benedict.

Except J.

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This coming Monday is a 8.30am - 2.30pm day. At least after I submit the carryover of coursework grade for CLaw then I won't have to go for the lessons. Which means 10.30am - 2.30pm every Monday anyway.

I still don't have electives. Neither does J. We're both pretty screwed.

See you in 6 days.

Off to Sipadan for diving. It's actually 4 days of diving, but because the travelling takes a whole dang day, it ended up being 6 days.
Everything will be okay when I get back.
I'll be taking two planes, one land transfer and one boat to the place.
Pinky promise.
And the same thing back.

My August.

1 Aug - SCBE convocation performance
2 Aug - Soul Funky filming, poly friends dinner
3 Aug - Meeting with SY
4 Aug - Visiting NTUC colleagues, meeting with SY
5 Aug - J's filming
6 Aug - Leave for Bangkok
7 Aug - Bangkok
8 Aug - Return from Bangkok [morning]
9 Aug - Soul Funky rehearsal [night]
10 Aug - Soul Funky FOC, out with J, 3rd month :)
11 Aug - Soul Funky FOC
12 Aug - Soul Funky FOC
13 Aug - Soul Funky FOC
14 Aug - J
15 Aug - J
16 Aug - J
17 Aug -
18 Aug - Sending Rusty off
19 Aug - Lunch with Ruby, Poly friends dinner, movie with J
20 Aug - J
21 Aug - Leaving for Sipadan
22 Aug - Sipadan
23 Aug - Sipadan
24 Aug - Sipadan
25 Aug - Sipadan
26 Aug - Returning from Sipadan
27 Aug - House course
28 Aug - J's didi's birthday celebration
29 Aug - Meetup with babes

No need book liao.

19 July: Swimming with Quil in the morning
20 July: Settle school stuff
21 July: Going back to TP with poly friends
22 July: Dental appointment, House, Taka toy fair
23 July: PA report hardcopy submission deadline
24 July: SF training
25 July: SF training
26 July: SF training
27 July: SF training
28 July: SF training
29 July: SF training
30 July: SF training
31 July: SF training

It was *this* short of coercion. Some people need to understand that not everyone's life revolves around dance.

Tiiiiiiime.

I don't know why but it's like i'm desperate for holidays to come. It's not even like I dislike work or anything; in fact i'm pretty happy with it. It's just that everyday it's like i'm counting down to 6pm, and every week i'm counting down to Friday.

Last day of June. 2.5 more weeks. 17 more days.

The weekend immediately after my attachment ends is gonna be a crazy one. Probably won't be able to get much sleep in but I don't really care. Soul Funky senior camp on Saturday and I won't be able to join in on Sunday because my family's driving up to Mt Ophir for one day. Epic start to my holidays.

Just that bit more.

Holga 135BC

Blue. Ordered. Cost a bomb. Should arrive this coming week.

Can't wait to get it! :D Then again, won't be free to use it until after my attachment. Which will be 3 weeks later.

And as usual, here's a list of things to do during my holidays. I usually do this when i'm having my exams, but since this time my attachment started immediately after my exams ended, there wasn't much point in making one then. So... here goes :D

- iWander 3
- Memory project
- Diary
- Soul Funky senior camp
- Hang out with babes/bros/polyfriends/soulfunky/J&friends/SSG&LFL
- Session [I always say but never do]
- PJ's House lessons?
- Pack my room
- Dye hair
- FINISH MY POKEMON GAME

Will probably come up with more soon.

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Oh. Planned timetable just now. It was a fitch. Need to continue again another day - -;